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Thursday, November 10, 2005

letter of apologise

From that after i send out the message..i knew everything was a mistake..i'm so afraid that the tone i used will bring misunderstanding and it's true..your reply to me was stunning...was unexpected...at this very 1st time i felt your anger,saddness and disappointment..at this very point of time...my heart broke..it's not just pain...it's lyk strike a hole through my heart and add salt to it...the intense feeling i got eventually make me fell into tears...i knew you was crying too..maybe i guess from the inside?

Of course i'm writing this to tell you that i'm so sorry about the incident...it wasn;t meant to be like that...those hurting words i said was just meant to be a joke...but of cos i know i shldn't have start this stupid knoe in the 1st place...and from that nite you told me...love i nothing without communcating and understanding...it really shake me off...the night became so cold and quiet or maybe should i say that i felt you're crying...really...it's not the trust i dun put in you, is the phoia that your cuz always interfere wif our conservation...those sweet words...are not meant for her to see...each word i wrote for you is truely base on my true feeling and emotion...even in this entry...your msg to me became short and straight...i begin to lost the feeling of our nature...wat we r...the way we always behave and tok....

i'm willing to get a tight slap from you..cos i deserve that...maybe from that point of time..your mind have told you not to believe me that much ady since i din at the 1st place...i will not force you but only hope that your trust to me have nv fall....i know keep saying sorry to you mean nth..not healing any scars which imprints in your heart...i will not blame you either....so many of your words have actually touch down into my heart that i know...if i din bother to explain or bother about it,the matter could have gone worse.All i can ask now is to ask for your forgiveness and give me a chance to amend your scars and hold your hands telling you. dear i terribly sorry about it,so grief and heart-stricken...i truely felt your heart so much that i just can't stop telling myself...i love you


i knew you sure tell emily and yanyan about it...i felt there's a need to apologise to them oso...sorry to let you 2 worry about her so much becos of me...wo zhi cuo le!!!


`Gerald;4:32 AM
`E.N.D`

~~PreCiouS MemOries~~
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~About Me~

Gerald Lim lip giap(quite a weirdo name)
13/04/1987
used to study in yishun primary and sembawang sec
Singapore poly
Areospace electronics
Height : 187cm
Weight : 70kg
*Very ah beng style(not ah beng)<
*learning to change*
*but luvs to study
*hates the rain
*-simplydivine-*
*used to be a extreme bballer
*-broken shoulder and ankle-*
*my bao bei kellyn!!!! i love you*
* if you wana try..then dun do..if you wana do..then try the best!*
* but if you try to test my patience,,then better dun...
* dragon punch highest record 8630*
* Currently playing for yuhua zone 2 and Tong Whye dragons.


CraPPPPP!!

GerAlD Fav!
::Kellyn::
::Angeline::
::Emily the strange::
::YaNzZZ::
::Jaclyn (kell's ah jie)::
::Kai ling::
::Cynthia::
::Adeline::
::Jennifer::
::Stella::
::Stella n wei rong::
::wei rong::
::Jing ting::
::Hao Woah::
::Hui Mei::
::Ben::
::Kay Yam::
::Darius::
::My friendster bloggy::
::Ti Ooi::
::Wendy peiwen::
::peikun::
::yusong::
::vonne::
::Sabrina::
::Zaiqian::
::Pauline::
::Marcus..wei cong lar::
::PHOTOS AT CHALET::
::photos of training session::
::photos of chalet 2::
::asian aerospace::
::SILOSO RESORT( 2ND ANNI)::
::KEPPEL SEA SCAN DND 2007::

For You my Kellz
Give me a little trust,
I love you with my whole heart,
I do anything for you just for you...
It's not just about loving you,
It's all about putting my heart into yours,
It's all about seeing your brillant smile,
It's all about seeing you being happy,
It's all about hugging you, holding you,
It's all about watching you shy, joy , sad ,touch
Basically,
It's All About You....
kellyn...i love you till the end...
dote you lyk hell and heaven...
Mish you as if the next day will dooms day....
Embrace you into my arms with all mights...
Be by your side when you need someone...
Lend you my shoulder if you wana cry...
Give you my arm if you wana bite...
Let you punch me when you angry...
Let you nag at me when you wan a listening ear... Love you love you love you love you and you!!!!!